So Close

I am getting so close to being done with school. I am at that point were it is so close but yet so far.

I only have 2 more classes to do and I am done with school. That is when the really hard stuff begins (Finding a Job). I really want a job badly but I am so scared that once I get done with school I will not be able to find one. We shall see soon.

My boys have both now started Baseball. The first games were last week, and they did great.

Tyson was the second one up to bat on his team and the first pitch and BAM he hit it I was so proud of him. He was also the first one home, I tell you what that was one proud boy. Rykar was not looking forward to going to baseball he just wanted to play at the park right next to the field. The game was about to start and I couldn't find him then I saw him running to the playground. I had to tell him I would race him back to the field just to get him to go back. He finally got him mitt and wet out with his team to warm up. Watching those little ones play was the funniest thing ever I wish I would have had my video camera but I didn't.

Lydia is growing up so fast. We still have her speech therapist come to our house and try to work with her to get her to talk. She is getting better but still will not say anything just jabbers.

Work sucks as always. I try so hard to find the good in it but it is not easy. I am only grateful that I have a little bit of money coming in even if it is not enough to pay bills. I just wait for the day when I don't have to clean up after kids that are not mine.

My friends little sister past away yesterday and that got me thinking, How much time do we all really have? I know in my life I think I spend to much time worrying about things that I don't stop and enjoy life like I once did.

When you are a child you don't have much to worry about just to get up and go to school. You get to have fun and just enjoy different things in life but once you get older for some reason all that fun that adventure all just goes away. Now you might have kids of your own a house to take care of a job that you have to go to every day. I know that when you get older you need to grow up. You also have more responsibilities, but when do we stop having the little kid inside of us that loves going and doing fun, things like hiking, camping, fishing, rock climbing, sky diving, boating, or just getting up and going anywhere you wanted and so much more.

Life is about living and I look at my life and am not sure that I am living it to the max. Life is way to short to be worrying about every little thing that happens.

There is not much different in my life right now. It is mostly the same things all the time. School is going ok for me some days are better then others but I am really ready to be done with it. Evey day I wake up and wish I had a Full time job doing something that I enjoy, but every day ends up being the same day over and over again. There is nothing wrong with that and it is no ones fault but I know that there is more in life that we could all be doing other then the same old things over and over.

To my friend and his family our thoughts and prayers are with you and we love you.

A+

I did it! After a long time of reading and studying I finally did it I Passed my A+ Exam and now I am A+ Certified wow. I never thought I would be certified at anything now I just see this as a start to a new life.
One thing I have remember my parents always telling me is work hard and study hard you can do anything you want to just put your mind to it. Thanks to my great parents I have put my mind to doing something better in my life and I really feel better about myself knowing that I am not dumb, knowing that I really can do anything I put my mind to.
I first started today out stressed and thinking I was not going to be able to pass at all. Now that I have passed it I feel like I can do anything bring it on well ok one thing at a time lol.

Christmas is coming fast and I am not ready for it at all. There is way to much to do, mostly shopping that I have put off. Now I will be shopping with all the other guys that have put it off.
I am so greatful this Christmas season I have a great family to be with and enjoy all the memories that we will soon have.
The tree has been up and the stockings too, dont know were to go shop how about you, Christmas is coming and I past my test, so all we need now is a little rest.

One down

Well I did it for all of you out there thinking that I wouldnt be able to I passed the first time with a 90% not to bad. Now that I have got the first one out of the way I now have one more test till I am certified. So that is all I do for 6hr at school is study study study for that one last test that I take next week.
Christmas is coming really fast and we for some reason have yet to get all our shopping done so now we have to hurry before it is to late.

Finally going to take the exam

After being done with the book that I was reading for school for about 3 weeks now I am finally going to take the exam. I have now been studying for it for about 2 weeks now and will take the exam first thing tomorrow. I am excited but at the same time not. I am just ready to move on to the next class. The crappy part about this test is that there is 2 parts so I will only take the first part of it tomorrow then I will study for the next test and schedule to take it in about 1 or 2 weeks.
I am not sure how well I am doing in school but I am sure hopping that I am doing good.

With all the time that I spend in school I wish I had time to do some hobbies or something I just never seem to have any time still to do what I like and what I want to do.
I have started in this photo club but I still have yet to do anything for it. I know when all is said and done with school that I will be able to do much more then I am now but it would just be sure nice to do some of it now too.

What Blizzard

Most of the time I really dont know what I am talking about I usually will just say things to make you think that I do for an example, yesterday they told us that we were going to have a blizzard and that is was going to be big some people were calling it the storm of the decade, others were so scared that they went out and bought all they could so that they would be ready for no power and all sorts of things to happen. Well remember I dont know what I am talking about but that storm we had was no BLIZZARD and I know we have had so much better storms then that. Sure there was a lot of wind and it was so cold but I am still sticking with NOT A BLIZZARD.

The EXAM

I think i have got myself out of the slump i was in, but now i have a bigger problem. I am now done with the huge book i was reading for class and i have taken all the quizzes and Tests but now I have to schedule the FINAL EXAM for my certification. I want to be done so bad but I have be trying to avoid taking this EXAM ever since i started.

Work sucks I am sick of only having a part time job but that is all I can do for now. I guess I would just like a computer job so I can get some experience so when I am done with school someone will hire me.