Motivation

Here i am sitting in school it is lunch time so dont worry. I am in major need of some extreme motivation. I was doing so good in school, I was ahead of were i should have been and was doing so great but then one day I hit this major wall and I am having such a hard time getting back up.
I know if I just keep going and get it all done life will be better but I have lost the motivation. :(

Why is the sky blue

Well I have now been going to school for about 3 months now and i think i am really sick of reading.
When you go to school and sit in the same class for 6+ hrs and read wow you thought i was crazy before you should see me now. Ok school is really not that bad. I love to learn new things so it has really been good for me.
Last night we went to the pumpkin walk it was really fun but when we got there wow it was a long line. We ended up waiting in line for over 1hr but it was great it was something different and i needed something different i was starting to hate every day doing the exact same thing over and over it was some time for change.
Right now i thought i would update this since it has been a very long time. Now that i fixed my computer i will be able to write more often.
I have to go now i am in the middle of making some home made Oreos MMMmmmm MMMmmm goood i cant wait to eat them.

Life goes on

Here I sit on my couch at home wondering what to do. You see last week I was let go from my job, and I am not wanting to go back to some job. I am looking for something that I want to do, something that will make it so that every day when I go to work that i will not be working that i will be doing what i love. The biggest problem with that is that i have no idea what i want to do.

I have been thinking of going to school, but just don't know how to go to school and have no job. There has got to be a good answer to this but i don't know what to do. Just when you think that everything is going great well that is when it hits you and life is back to square one, WHAT TO DO!?
Getting let go from work could have not come at a worse time. We had just bought our new house and are still getting settled in. But then again if it came before we got our house we would not be here today.

Many things have happened in the past while that i did not get on here because some reason my computer would not let me get on to blog but i am back on now!

I learned a lesson the hard way this week. My boys were out side playing in the pool on mon. and my boys took off there shirts and didn't put sun screen on. They were outside with me most of the day, I told them that they either needed to get a shirt on or go in the house or they would get burnt, they didn't care. That night i found out that i need to be a better dad and next time not ask them but tell them because they both are now burnt. Tyson doesn't have it as bad but my poor little guy wakes up all night crying and screaming because he is in so much pain from the burn. I never burn that easy so i didn't think it would be so bad but my wife and kids have different skin then i do. So lesson learned PUT SUNSCREEN ON the kids anyway.

A long time later

I have tried and tried to update my blog but my computer would not let me do so. I finally got it to work today when i really didnt want to talk but i will anyway.
First things first we did get out of our old house after pain over and over again, but we are out and in to our new home and that is what matters. I will expand on everything more when i feel like talking.
Sorry today is just not a happy one at all, you see my grandma is not with us anymore, and I dont do so well with loved ones passing away, it is very hard for me but all will be ok.

Nope

Well the worst finally came. We had someone buying our house, so we went out and found a house that we loved and are now trying to buy it. The crappy part of it is now that we had everything going just right yep the worst happened. The ones that were buying our home were not able to and had to cancel the contract with us.
Growing up I was always taught to do one thing trust in the lord with all my heart. Even though sometimes it is the hardest thing to do for me, I still do. When this bad news hit the one thing i could do was just to think that the lord will help make everything OK.
We did end up finding out more about why the people had to back out, which then made me a little happier that they didn't want to walk away but that they had to walk away.
I know everything will be ok and that we will still be able to get our new home.

Faster

Well right now we are trying to sale our house so that we can get a bigger house for our family.
I know that it has only been a week but I wish that our house was sold.
Within this week we have had 5 people come look at our house. Yes that is good but not good enough. None of them are giving us any feedback like, they like it but it is to small or they don't like the house at all. I don't care what they say I just would like something back. Maybe it is something that i can change.
The weather has been getting better, good enough for me to take my motorcycle to work one day. It was so nice to be able to get out and ride. If you have or have had a bike you know what I mean.
I will try to post some pics soon but no promises.

Just dont lie to me

You know someone told me not to long ago that i was going to be able to do something and they lied to me about it and it has now just pissed me off. It is one thing to just tell me no that will not work, but when you say that it would be OK, then I find out through someone else that it is not going to happen, well that will just get you on my list. So what am I to do now? He has now made my everything change in my plans on what i was going to be doing for the rest of my life (well so i think).
I am trying to stay happy about life, but it seems that it is hard to do when you try to better your life and crap happens.